UNHAPPY MONDAEE

erm today noon had my driving lesson ..da tutor kindda fussy and keep on brag me alott ..lolx..eww guess wat im having da lesson at noon which unda da hot sun which u noe wat else sweating lorr !! and da worst part is da seat is wet eww !! omg u noe my tee absorb da uncle sweat ewww !! hohoho must be laughing eh .. yukk pity me leh .. afta da lesson i was praying to god pls uncle drive faster once i got home im jumping in da tub for a shower i change all my cloths..huhuhu ='( ..nway i did a gud job lastly he gave me a compliment.nway driving was easy..

who nid licence to drive.. ^^v

erm till evening my brain totaly freeze up cause of sum matter..exam cumming & da main problem not cause my exam no worries on em..but sum1..nway i txt u which i dun hope i send out tat msg.but i did.which i hope is da best way for both of us..da short hapiness between u and me i will always apreciate & keep in my heart
♥

..the help u gave me da time da space..u there to listen me u there to advise me and u there to love me
♥

..but aint working between us.so erm i guess i made a right step.so tat u can go for da gal u like u can go for a beta 1..all the best for u ..take care ..

UNDICIDED SUNDAY

omg i cant believe i stay at home da whole entire day ..guess wat i can say is soo sienn arrr..haihz no activities no tings to do no anyting to fill in my time jz sit facing my lappy and pounding. aiks..fwenz working..my another half at nowhere . not ngam wif family so urmm left alone in da hse in my room .. 24 hours at home spend mostly 22 hours in my room..aiks...

due i cant go out is because

mummy said "u go out again im gonna ground u" .

daddy "said u go out again im gonna lock up ur lappy" .

and so i just have to obey their order..haihz..thy dun like im walking alone from da sub to home cause due to those fuktard always causing raping n snatching bag cases. urgh !!

help me !!

im grapping my oreo again ! while im blogging here..urgh .!! mumblingg .

i need cuddle , huggies , kisses , i need YOU

i miss da time u wif me at times if u still rmb !

HOLYDAE ♥

today was my last class .end up normal. 2 classes in a row.malaysian studies and financial accounting . holydaee started for 2 weeks included hari raya 1 week den da folowing week is for study break..i wish to have sum stuff to do while having break.cause reli soo boring..wish to go zara grap tops & pants wish to go subways to get a sandwish wish to go wendy to get a cup chillies wish to go baskin robbin to get my fav pepermint scoop wish to go to have a swim ( which i duno to ) ..ohh my wishing list getting longer..all nid cash ( purse empty ) pathetic !! ohh well jz a short shout out ..heading to bed..recently my gastric keep haunting me..i cant even eat late abit..haihz..

ps : hope u r fine over there !

♥ VIVO MOMENT ♥

today a met up wif my mates at vivo .we reached arnd 12 noon for chit cht jz b4 class which at 3pm .

dun feel like writting much so

let da pics talk !!
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my gf
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my mate

a pale look

my gf
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smile ^^






my cake & my iced lemon tea

surfing net

A WORD TO BE

yesterday been tru a very unhapiee and pathetic day . i reli dun feel like writting wats happen yesterday at here. very complicated. today even more complicated...im looking forward for tomorrow..guess will be much more complicated..haihz..nway later 11:30 meet up my mates at ts vivo..having chit chat b4 class start.my mate michelle said tat their green tea latte is awesome. so maybe tml go there order a tea n a slice of cake..hope sweeten my heart b4 i enter class n facing tat fuktard which anoy me n my frenz alot .. being a guy which act immature which like hurting sum1 else feeling..tired seeing him ..haihz moody n gloomy nw stuffing pasta n apple juice..later wash up heading to bed..

ps : i miss u soo much
♥

STRESS !!!

im reli tired wif my dad...all da dad's out there ending up my dad is reli a total fuktard . i noe im not suppost said em here. but reli since i were 5 he been scolding hitting my mum. releasing his tention on mum..n way getting older he act like a 8po..a man who love to nag.he lovess to nag repeat n repeat n repeat ( he dun get bored of em ) n den afta few days he will sudenly out of sudden start da convo n start nag n brag n yell !! i am reli tired..im stress seeing my mum like tat. when she stress she will sudenly scold me if i done a lil mistake .. like phone bills , bek home late , etc ... omg i reli barely take tis anymore..nobody share tis wif me..i nid a cuddle n a shoulder for me cry on sumtimes..2years ago i ran away from tis home tat moment was my hapiiest moment eva..im reli regrat tat i came bek here..wif all da luxuris i gt i rather i dun have any but a hapiee family . a dad whom willing sit down n talk nicely instead yelling and act like a fucktard .

09.09.09

its sep da 9th year 09 .. ( 999 ) hrpm is a nice day to tell da 1 u love or should said it as ( chang chang jiu jiu ) relation . as wat my frenz txt me with ..hrmph ..today a very busy day ..rushing from morning 9am class.woke up 7am. prepare my notes , wash up dry my hair ,touch up ,change ( formal ) aiks..with my pair heels kill-ing mee....urgh ended up splended niceee presentation going smooth get compliment from da very sux teacher ..lolx my groupmates all are happiee ( except for those who didn do anything at all ) . 3 classes in a row today ..i get daihore duno wether izit aten too much tomyam in a day..aiks..tummy nt feeling well..my lips soo pinkish red in color..sudenly tinking of eating cakes..i wanna spend sumtime at starbucks couldnt say NO to da iced caramel macchiato ( da most fav choice ) and a slice of ipanema saliva dipping lol..da choco spongy feel and da white choco with milk choco layers creme ..my only choice at starbucks..stick to da old 1 ( loyal ) =P nway im tired tho tummy nt feeling well now..im cumming cakess wait meeee..i will grap u guys asap...

♥
ps: loveee ipanema
♥

TIRED . .

today class end around 5:50pm stay back awhile disscuss wif groupmates bout tml presentation..aiks nid wear formal again !! reached home roughly bout 7 pm watered da plants , play wif coco ( my bitch ) wash hand den started cook . heatup da lotus with peanut soup n cooked duck wif black soy sauce wif chillies,sugars n lil chopped garlic . fry hong kong (choi sum).yummy !! afta cook eat den wash all da stuff wipe da stove n table . heading upstair vacumm my room n on9 ..saw my dear on9 cht wif him for a bit n go wash up ..nice n refreshing..dear cher me up for my tough day . i hope i cher u up too..once im done bloging tis heading to bed . tired yawn .tml another tough day..aiks nitee

♥ i gave u all my love pls treasure me as how i treasure u ♥

BED !!!

i miss my bed soo much..urgh. less then 30 mins to 5am shitty . keep on yawning tinking idea to write n elaborate da culture tinggy..omg help .. i miss cuddle rite now. im desperate for a body massage as my body sore-ing in pain . later 8:30 morning call frm frenz n nid get to college by 9:30.still gt alot touch up to do..omg im soo tired..haihz..sleepy ( yawning ) sum fellow reli pissed me off..me here dying do da tinggy they whom jz can easily laying on bed or just FACEBOOK-ING

i cant keep on duin tats y blogging here n head to bed tired !!! (yawn)

dammit sudenly gastric wtfish !
♥ hunnie i need you !!

I MISS YOU ♥

currently bz duin assignment..all crumbss on my mouth area lolx..having FAMOUS AMOS chocolate chip yummy !! aiks kindda stress .. keep stuffing dark chocolate with raspberry ..to decrease my stress level huhu .. yum yum !! gotta chao simple for today

ps . im always miss u whereva u are ♥

SUNDAEEE

curently sunday morning..stay awake touching up m.studies assignment while chunking oreo..tons of accounts paperworks which getting more n more..i cant stand anymore.so tired.!! help today noon got accounting class. reached coll around 2noon seeing frenz all urge d notes n otas assignment n i was just drolling on them . i cant concentrate my work now wtfish .having nerve break down .today at class tat fuktard reli didn say a word to me..such a weirdo . worst den a 3 years old kids.his nuts !! nway im fine if he wanted spend da rest of 2 years 3 months acting like tis..wateva.im soo sleepy rite now. i hope later noon will have a special day . i dont hope ending up missurable again . ps. i love you

i can finish up the works...blurpsss.

FRENZ

im currenly insomia again..wtfish ..facing my lappy(again) duin my m.studies assignment..tired..sumhow in a tough day a frenz of mine sudenly txt me ..crapping shit wif me..saying that i not suit b his (bfrenz) im fine tho..but da reason is reli i cant satisfy his need n so he said im counting when being his frenz..eh hello each time im trying my best hlp u..n when u ask for help u re acting like im owe-ing u all tis bloody time..n sumore blame me said i dun help is ok i help den dun questions him..hey ask urself i help hw many times..he neva tink or apreciate of me..age of 21 acting like immature..sumore said pay me bek gv me bek all da stuff aiya cummon la gv me i oso trow in da trash can . he complaining otas immature n tis n tat actually alot probs from urself..i aint gonna protect u infront otas..no more sympatise im giving u .too much ..im helping u jz giving u a reason of avoiding ur curent situation..reli suxx...my dad giving me pressure ,my assignment , my relation , n yet now my frenz...all probs came frm guys...reli shitty...urghh.im soo tired now...im seperating all my probs...

INSOMNIA

i didn post for da last few weeks i guessed reli shitty over here..urgh suppost my assignment done .wouldn't noe tat my groupmate sudenly said her lappy cant work. and all notes and all our stuff gone..urgh..reli pissed me off..and yet now gonna redo again ..reli shitty..i cant imagine i got tons of works hvnt done n yet now need redo..i dont mind redo em if my works done but cummon middle da time when my works as thick as my bio reference book..reli pissed me off alil..curently im sooo tired mind blurring..sitting facing my lappy while my eye drolling and i cant sleep..today been a rough day and tired-ing me damn lotssss...tis few days cant slp n slp not well ..end up wakup early morning and my neck n shoulder are soo sore in pain .. now on my desk my acc paperworks.( calculation suck my brain juice up ) my assignments and bunch of problems occuring..trying put down all my shitty probs cause by my dad . but still gonna listen to his mumbling , nagging all da time.. suffering cold ,cough , headache now...i wanna cup of hot chocolate cheer me up ...a sweet cuddle...hell i nid em soo bad....