REALIZED

recently i just realized that people among us even ourself sometimes really change very fast..

this few days im enjoying seeing everyone around me changing ..

from the person she hate turn to the person she close..

im wondering why when everyone are closed to someone just for benefits..

maybe thats how it works..

im started to getting tired day by day..

i just wish everything end as soon as possible..

maybe problems not occur from them but is from me..

friends that need help i will be there ..

but when i need help they just disappear..

sometimes i just thought that is true being cruel to people..

i will give no mercy on others from now on..

17 DAYS 16 NIGHTS

baby less than 12 hrs you leave me i already missing you badly over here..
gosshhhh .. hardly describe what i'm currently feeling right now..

i miss the moment u're here cuddle me ..urghh!!
gotta wait again ~~

having lotsa fun fun fun ~~
sweet memories ~~
we cherish each ota ~~

on 2nd January 2011
on 6:50pm you went into the boarding gate
that moment where my tears of unwilling to let you go dripping out from my eyes..
on 7:40pm where you message me is ready to board where ur flight already delayed..
on 10:05pm you landed Kuching safely ..
baby miss you already ..

now 3:52am hardly sleep due rushing paperworks..
& you currently laying hugging my belacan sleeping on your blue color bed sheet ..

i miss when seeing u sleeping just right beside me..

cant wait for my trip to you there ..

love you baby ..