naive

was so naive thought for once that he will be there..

only for once..

ohh well just as what i thought ..

there he goes once again..

for a moment i told myself i shouldn't ..

and control my emotion..

but.

all i can do now is just close my eyes..

and take a deep breath.

telling myself to keep calm..

yet..

i wish to tell him !
fuck off with your bloody friends..

time

is been awhile since i came to kuching for my intern as sub reason .

main reason of course because of my baby is here..

came here to accompany him..

ghoss.. almost half year im here..

been eating alot..

gain weight i guess..

my intern was fun..
met lotsa new mates..

saddy stuff .. my lappy gone missing 3 months ago...

at our room .. which like WTF.. the entire house was totally as usual..

everything were fine the door the furniture..

they only took my bloody red dell lappy.. FML !!

and today i got myself a VAIO i5 C series.

damn to the fellow that took my lappy..
*nah middle finger to u*

ghoss report to rush..

log book to do...

and no time for meal..

only nestum keep me fresh..

still manage to update once awhile here..

with Lotsa Love ...*VENICE