naive

was so naive thought for once that he will be there..

only for once..

ohh well just as what i thought ..

there he goes once again..

for a moment i told myself i shouldn't ..

and control my emotion..

but.

all i can do now is just close my eyes..

and take a deep breath.

telling myself to keep calm..

yet..

i wish to tell him !
fuck off with your bloody friends..

time

is been awhile since i came to kuching for my intern as sub reason .

main reason of course because of my baby is here..

came here to accompany him..

ghoss.. almost half year im here..

been eating alot..

gain weight i guess..

my intern was fun..
met lotsa new mates..

saddy stuff .. my lappy gone missing 3 months ago...

at our room .. which like WTF.. the entire house was totally as usual..

everything were fine the door the furniture..

they only took my bloody red dell lappy.. FML !!

and today i got myself a VAIO i5 C series.

damn to the fellow that took my lappy..
*nah middle finger to u*

ghoss report to rush..

log book to do...

and no time for meal..

only nestum keep me fresh..

still manage to update once awhile here..

with Lotsa Love ...*VENICE

update .

its been awhile since my last post..

really busy...

baby came KL fer 2 months went back last month..

already didn see him feel him for more den a month..

ghossss...

planned my intern @ kuching...

just bought air ticket depart on 6th July

WOOTS !!!! icantwait...

im still suffering from flu,coughing & fever.. urghhh !! FML..

tired tho.. im still waiting for him to free from all those busy-ness..

just to accompany me.. aiksss...

heading to bed soon ..

valentine

baby reached today .. early flight 7:30am landed ..

i met him up during noon..

ghossyy he surprised me with decorated da hotel room with baloons & etc ..

felt soo sweet same time "blushhhh" -ing ..

didn manage go out with him today cause i aren't enjoy crowded environment..

baby plan for tomorrow celebrate with me i was wondering umm...

maybe simple hanging out will do..

he gave me surprised that i hardly imagine dao..

hapieee "wink"

now 2:56am le..gotta head to bed..as i should be on bed 1 hr ago after chat with dear..

but i were still pro - casting over here..LOLL ..

tomorrow need wakup early go see dear..

owhh.. hapiee valentine ..

update .

mista-licious .. crumpiee

had been missing around for pass few weeks .. didn manage to find time to update my blog .. urghh been really busy for CNY , dinner , dinner , dinner and dinner ..

OMG sooner or later gonna gain weigh ..

plop .. recently drank alot .. until to the max felt that carlsberg taste like water .. woops..

nway just got ready up for another dinner later at times square ball room ..

OMghossyyy !!

im in RED ... "evil"

REALIZED

recently i just realized that people among us even ourself sometimes really change very fast..

this few days im enjoying seeing everyone around me changing ..

from the person she hate turn to the person she close..

im wondering why when everyone are closed to someone just for benefits..

maybe thats how it works..

im started to getting tired day by day..

i just wish everything end as soon as possible..

maybe problems not occur from them but is from me..

friends that need help i will be there ..

but when i need help they just disappear..

sometimes i just thought that is true being cruel to people..

i will give no mercy on others from now on..

17 DAYS 16 NIGHTS

baby less than 12 hrs you leave me i already missing you badly over here..
gosshhhh .. hardly describe what i'm currently feeling right now..

i miss the moment u're here cuddle me ..urghh!!
gotta wait again ~~

having lotsa fun fun fun ~~
sweet memories ~~
we cherish each ota ~~

on 2nd January 2011
on 6:50pm you went into the boarding gate
that moment where my tears of unwilling to let you go dripping out from my eyes..
on 7:40pm where you message me is ready to board where ur flight already delayed..
on 10:05pm you landed Kuching safely ..
baby miss you already ..

now 3:52am hardly sleep due rushing paperworks..
& you currently laying hugging my belacan sleeping on your blue color bed sheet ..

i miss when seeing u sleeping just right beside me..

cant wait for my trip to you there ..

love you baby ..